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[entitys-notebook]

Accepting our plurality as it is has significantly improved our life. Our ability to exist without dissociating nearly as much, without the pain of constantly stressing about whether we're "real" or not, hinges on us accepting ourselves as we are, regardless of origin. This has improved my quality of life, at least.

[bug-bundle]

found myself slipping from front today when in conversation with another adult. it's weird, because it genuinely jumbled up my brain and made me struggle to remember what happened. normally we don't experience disconnect from memories to that degree. i can only assume it's one of the smaller parts, but it's still terrifying remembering that this is yet another thing out of my control.

the idea that at any point, i can just slip into a state that i can't keep watch over, scares me.

[haedraulics]

dr watson in his 60s, tanned by the sussex sun, returns to his old service on the outbreak of WW1

this outfit is not historically accurate at all, but i really wanted to draw how i imagined watson in the gorgeous WW1 era h/w fic The Presbury Letters

+ bonus homecoming to angry bee husband

[megatronusprimedecal]

"Oh, Father."

Deluge || Episode Twenty-Three || Season Four

[introspectivememories]

been watching mashle and oh my god, the eugenics???? the way lance's parents were so ready to give up their daughter??? no second thought???? just "why did this child have to be born to us?"???? um everyone talking in mash's face about how non-magic people are inherently worthless???? the triple line dude fucking making dolls out of people and somehow no one??? is??? checking him???? and then when questioned immediately jumping into "well humans are little more than mindless beasts and i will become a creator deity and reshape the world in my liking!"????? the, um, corruption in the government??? the way this story is so clearly "h*rry p*tter if it was actually funny"??? the slytherin coded characters are blood purists???? they took out hufflepuff??? one of the magia lupus' mage's powerset was just big shuriken???? another one is rip off kisame???? lance is a siscon and the first thing mash says is "that doesn't make it better"???? lemon is genuinely so fuckin funny??? dot is incel-coded but like in a funny way??? dot says that lance is playing life on "easy mode" cause lance has a good face??? dot likes tea??? dot has good manners??? everybody only has one spell they can use??? finn ames is like if you transported is regular human into this stupid ass world??? i think the old man and the cop have explored each others bodies.

[jimmysea]

Doc, give me an oil massage.

WANDEE GOODDAY (2024) - Episode 8

[daily-suyao]

[nemcat7]

@thisnameisnotspokenfor t t take my ffanart-

(Also redraws of chapter scenes and random doodles below)

[remyfire]

I love how Hawkeye will get 100000000% more queer when he is tipsy enough. Sir that was a whole ass caress

[rheasbrvtality]

umm…

[entitys-notebook]

seeing things like "endos fuck off" and "endogenic 'systems' do not interact" is almost just a shrug of the shoulders for me, at this point. i just block and move on. not explicitly endogenic myself, it doesn't directly affect me, although it did used to hurt. i've more or less adapted to it now, though.

it's just strange how people can foster so much hatred for a community. i used to have that hatred, and i still feel the same amount of strangeness towards it. humans are too reactionary for my taste.

[officialrailscales]

Our new Hardtop Mount for Surefire Pro Lights

Offset design offers 0.788” of fore/aft adjustment within its own 1-slot mounting footprint.

Compatible with our XOS-H series of Scales

Weighs less than the OEM M-LOK mount

- RS

[hinamie]

-WIP-

sneak peak of what ive got cooking fr my ch1 key illustration for the upcoming jjk atla!au fic, like the moon haunts the sun by my partner in plot, the pen to my sword, th infinitely talented @philosophiums ! ngl a bit of a tease bc truthfully we're still a ways off from being ready to post (both th chapter and the draws gomen ) but trust we r hard @ work :3

feel free 2 yell at sam or i if u want !! while we obv can't spoil major plot points we have spent far too many hours on this to keep it all bottled up in our message logs :'> we do b Yappin

jjk atla!au with @philosophiums

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

days 9-11(?? i think. i cant do math)

sorry for being so late inwas busy and had some shit happen and stuff 😭😭 but i got it done!, yay 🎉🎉

[imeriayapping]

Okay so here a clip from 2023 driver ranking vid

My question is - HOW LOGAN FORGOT THAT HE'S RATING NYCK WHEN THEY ALREADY HALFWAY THROUGH RANKING???? DID HE GET LOST IN OSCAR EYES OR

[fumifooms]

Here to share Hien thoughts today.

One thing that defines her is that she’s very capable. She’s the highest ranking in the squad after Maizuru so her confidence is in part because she does have that senior coworker &/ leader authority to her, confidence which is very much earned.

If I had to dig deeper at her beyond just what we’re shown I’d go with the angle that… She was born into the Nakamoto household and being a ninja servant, she grew up there, she doesn’t know anything else beyond the job, and it’s a job she does well, traines to get there. She’s here to do her work and she’s content with her life being how it is, not that she knows anything else. I don’t think she’d be self-aware about it all? Both because this really is pretty normal for Wa and it’s her normal, and because, while she doesn’t fold her spine or care for things like cosmetics, she does mold her attitude to be both capable and respectable. Her home, the Nakamoto household, is simultaneously a professional setting, it’s a 24/7 thing.

She’s critical of others, including her superiors and she doesn’t shy from it. Everyone shittalks Toshiro’s father regardless, but she also gets reprimanded by Maizuru for seeing Toshiro as vaguely unreliable, again likely influenced by their history as childhood friends, sasses Maizuru when she goes off into an anecdote again, etc. Even as a kid with Toshiro, doubtlessly after starting her ninja training already considering that Toshiro started his at ~5yo, she told him it was unbecoming of him to cry. She’s the one both with the job and the will to keep others in check, like when it comes to Izutsumi not doing her tasks, etc etc.

Her childhood friend relationship with Toshiro only grew more professional with time, to her surprise but seems to be more about the thought of it rather than it affecting her emotionally. With the way her extra comic lays it out, it seems she expected to become Toshiro’s mistress because of history repeating itself, in a "it is what it is" way more than anything, which is in line with the reading that she’s more go-with-the-flow and "anything that I’m tasked with I’ll accomplish, as a matter of course". She’s not really social, and keeps herself ready to act at beck and call. She’s not uptight but she’s hard-working. So yeah like, taking pride in your skills but also keeping your identity mostly molded for efficiency. She doesn’t really think about it all, she just is and she’s fine with things as they are, going from one task to the next.

I think it’d be neat to look at her relationship with her parents… They’re both servants at the Nakamotos’, so while maybe busy like Maizuru was at times while raising Toshiro but still taking the time to cook for him (which, parents that prioritize work over her would make sense with how she became how she is), I wonder what their relationship was like, how much time they spent together, how Hien feels like towards them… I assume they’re a part in molding what her definition of normal is, after all if they are longstanding servants of the Nakamotos she has that much less reason to question such a life. But like… Have they ever had hard-hitting discussions, or is she pretty distant even with them? Did they push her into working harder, or were more hands-off? Does Hien maybe want to earn recognition by being capable? Hien has a younger sister that she gets along "so-so" with…

Hien’s younger sister seems to smile more, be more social and a bit nonchalant, such and such. Could be a point of tension that points to the "so-so", that they’re dissimilar/Hien thinks she doesn’t behave right or takes things too lightly, that she’s "unreliable" maybe. Or it could also point to some difference in how they grew up… Like oh I bet there could be tasty angst with mertocracy and siblings favoritism with her family thrown in there… Having to earn the love, earn your keep, earn your spot in the hierarchy (in work and family both)

To me she shines best as a foil, like to Beni, but like. She’s got neat stuff going on If you’re wondering where I took half of what I referenced from I recommend looking at my masterpost on the Nakamoto party, info and extras are compiled